wahahah! i was gonna ask what the date is... stupid! hahah! waaah!!! iono if i'm supposed to be happy or whatever.

i was with him yesterday.. but not that long though.. haay... i went to this party yesterday.. (i kinda lied and twisted some details about it.) hahah! to tell you the truth, it's a village party somewhere in qc. (no details) hahah! jaxx and i had plans.. but iono.. things didn't really went our way.. so there.. i went to his place again but we didn't stay that long there. grabeh! when we were walking back to the party, his brother saw us.. iono.. he was kinda mad. i just hope that it's not because of me.. haay... i get this feeling na badshot na me! waaaah!!! first na nga was his sister eh.. parang wala.. haha! tas brother pa niya.. kaya nga i didn't wanna come near him that much during the party eh.. haay...

but there's this one thing that i couldn't get out of my head.. we were walking back na nga from his house that time.. and he was holding my hand.. then know what he said? "it's better this way, no commitment, noh?" waaaah!!! i wasn't able to respond to what he said.. i couldn't even look at him.. at that moment, i so wanted to cry.. but i knew i can't.. first because, there's a party.. and second, because i just didn't want him to see me crying.. but the pain was killing me softly.. argh.. iono.. but when i left, we sort of talked about it.. well,, through txt actually.. come to think of it.. it is better this way.. i mean, we often fought back when we were still together.. argh.. well.. if we're meant to be, then we're meant to be..

anyway, we went to the cemetery this morning before going to my aunts' house.. hahah! woohoo! i got tipsy there. hahahaha! i drank emperador (with iced tea) and blueberry vodka. hahah! grabeh! tas nagkaraoke pa me! syet! bangag! hahahah! stig! super fun! at least even for some time, i wasn't thinking about that thing last night..

haay... still got no prom date yet.. i'm planning to ask *ehem* again though... oh well... wish me luck! syet! yoko na!

happy new year!

waaah!!!!

waaaah!!!! fuck this internet! waaah!!!! my entry got erased!!!!!!!!

anyway,,,,, i'll start all over again.. hahahah! but this time, it's shorter.. hahah!

yesterday, i met up with jaxx and cai at mcdo along marcos highway. heheh! jackie, her brother and i left cai coz we were to go to tandang sora and ai had to wait for kaye. hahah! jackie drove going there. haha! we almost got lost pa nga eh! so un... when we arrived at her friend's place, they were giving us lunch. hahah! i wasn't hungry so i didn't eat nalang.. then after that, i went to this someone's place.. haha! ken and him are neighbors kaya we walked nalang to his place.. tas un.. bonding... hahah! hahahah! no details! ahahahah!

going to gale, we rode a tricycle, fx and the mrt 3. hahaha! we came just in time for the movie! heheh! so there... me and my barkada watched so happy together yesterday.. and also, cai and kaye gave me a gift! heheh! eion... after the movie, i bought chocolates for the exchange gift for the party that i was supposed to go to last night.. hahah!

tas there.. we went to lorra's place for dinner eh di na pala kame nasama sa food kaya we ate at yellowcab instead! heheh! woohoo! yummy food! and then.... hmm..... meron pang nangyari.. haha! but not to me! hahah! anyway, my dad and sister fetched me after dinner.. pero badtrip... my dad didn't let me go to the party anymore! argh!!!!

but it's ayt... hahaha! i was happy and contented na naman eh! hehehe!

waaaahhhhaaaa!!!! i'm so bored. hahah! i'm to lazy to do my homework... i only have a week left to do them! argh!!! i'm planning to actually do them like right now... hahah! coz we're going to visit my tita at the hospital. (again) we went there last christmas to visit her coz she won't stop bleeding... (she's 8 months pregnant) and there's always a contraction. then yesterday, we heard that she already gave birth coz she was already losing a lot of blood. anyway, it's a baby boy! it't my kinakapatid! heheh! he's my godfather's son eh! but he's in an incubator.. my mom told me that the his lungs weren't fully developed.. iono.. i hope he gets better..

anyway, i went to libis with my family last night.. we checked out this place called cost u less.. it's quite new. haha! it's like s&r actually. cool. it's big though! heheh! and i was freezing there! hahah! after that, we went to eastwood coz my sister wanted to buy this tamagochi (i hope i got the spelling right). hahah! i also got this off white bag from bayo! heheh! so there... heheh!

tomorrow, i'll be watching a movie with my barkada! woooohooo!!! i miss them soooo much!!!! but before that... jackie and i are going to this place tomorrow to meet up with someone (guess who!!!!!) hahahahahha!

oh well... 'ope things would get better..

anyway, i gtg... hahah! i hafta do my homework! buhbye!

hahah! i was connected to the internet last night but i forgot to post. hahahah!

anyway, we went caroling for the past two days. hahah! last wednesday, we went to tita lily's neighbor, a company in makati, corinthians, north greenhills and a house in our village. hahah! we actually sounded uhm.. good.. hahah! at least tita lily was proud of us! heheh! there was a big improvement with our voices especially the sopranos! hahahah! happy happy joy joy! after that, we went to eastwood to check out lester's performace and eat! heheh! we ate at super bowl that night. waaah!!! yummy! anyway, lester's performance with his other choirmates was really great! there were only 5 of them actually! super astig!

so there.. yesterday, we went to new manila for caroling. iono.. i still like our performance the other day better. hahah! oh well.. hopefully we would sound better in the next performances. waaaah!!!!

god, i'm so tired! i can't get enough sleep.. haay.. i just wanna rest.. it's my second day pa!!!! argh!!!! my tummy hurts... :S waaaaah!!!!!!

anyway, we're about to leave.. we're going to my tita's house for a party! heheh!

merry christmas to you all!

astig astig astig!

yesterday, my groupmates and i were at lorra's place to work on our three projects..

*THE-restaurant review
*CLE-good news (newspaper)
*ENGLISH-newspaper on jane eyre

after talking about those stuff, we had lunch coz everyone was soooo hungry! heheh! we ate this mongolian fried rice of some sort, ice cream, and fruit salad! heheheh! after that, we saw glenn, law and gav right across lorra's house. heheh!

we also went to cello's coz we were to interview her about her business! wahahah! it was short but i had a great time coz i got to eat cello's doughnuts again! hahah! kat bought a bag of pillows with a dip and shared it with us too! hahah! of course, shooting the interview and eating doughnuts weren't the only things that i did there. i also went shopping at the bead shop right beside cello's! heheh! obviously, i love eating doughnuts and making beaded jewelry! heheheh! two of the things that i love are in one place! heheh!

so there.. after the interview, we went back to lorra's place.. we shot the other parts of our presentation.. but iono.. we weren't so perky anymore.. sorry lorra.. :D iono.. i guess we just got drained by that time. oh well.. then we divided the work in the newspapers.. i got the following:

CLE:
*unity in calamity
*5th anniversary of our lady of peace and good voyage
*the terminal (movie)

ENGLISH:
*death toll at lowood
*blind item on celine varens

hahah! oh well.. i'm planning to start on it.. i just hope that i have enough time on those! heheh!

anyway, i hafta go.. i'm quite hungry already.. hahah! i've been up for an hour and a half and i haven't eaten yet. heheh! buhbye!!

waaah!!! i miss him soooo much!